In memory of my dearest Sara, forever in peace...

 

If only I could find the answer why
     to the question you asked why?
If only I could tell you why
     when life has taken you by surprise...
If only I could find out why
     life has left you with a cry...
If only I could ever buy
     a cure for your failing heart to strive...

If only I could give you more
     when you’ve given so much more...
If only I could tell you more
     when you told me so much before...
If only I could dance with you on dance floor
     hold you in my arms forever more...
If only I could sail with you in your sailer Swan and moor
     then fly away with you and soar...

If only I could see your smile
     when you waited for me in style...
If only I could tunnel through the miles
     that separated our distance for miles...
If only I could hug you a longer while
     kiss away your sadness for awhile...
If only I could reverse the fate of time
     bring back your energy and smiles...

If only I could find the lost time
     to spend time with you again in rhyme...
If only I could hold you forever in time
     to say I love you one more time...
If only I could turn back the hands of time
     to see you again one last time...
If only I could be there with you in time
     and cry with you before you said the last goodbye...

If only I could bring your life back in time
     to be with you one last time...
If only I could answer your question why
     life has to be truncated without a reason why...
If only I could give you the strength to sigh
     bring back the last hope in your saddest smile...
If only I could let you know dearly in my mind
     how much I appreciate your last words for me before you died...

If only I could go back to our islands where we go
     rediscover the treasures in our private cove from coast to coast...
If only I could know tomorrow may never come and go
     without you in it so much that I miss you so...
If only I could celebrate your life with you so you know
     how you enriched my life with the shared experience we know...
If only I could meet you again in Venus or somewhere close
     reunite with you in my dreams or beyond eternity so...